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ALKALINE POWDER (Use This Brand ONLY!!!).

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TO COMBAT "ASCENSION SYMPTOMS" - WATER IS "NEUTRAL BALANCED ENERGY" - TAKE PLENTY OF BATHS. DRINK PLENTY OF WATER. GET LOTS OF SLEEP. HAVE FUN. BE HAPPY!


CONVENTIONAL MEDICINE...

THROUGH PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, THE  FOLLOWING  MEDICATIONS (AVAILABLE FROM YOUR DOCTOR)  HAVE  BEEN  FOUND ABSOLUTELY ESSENTIAL  IN  COPING  WITH  "ASCENSION SYMPTOMS" AND WITH "DARK FORCES"...

(1) LORAZEPAM    -  FOR GENERAL RELIEF FROM ASCENSION SYMPTOMS/DARK FORCES.

(2) HALOPERIDOL -  USED  BY MILITARY REMOTE VIEWERS/ MAJOR RELIEF FROM DARK FORCES.
 
(3) OLANZAPINE   -  SEDATION FOR MAJOR RELIEF FROM DARK FORCES.  

Words Of Encouragement - Karen Bishop...

The recent opening into the higher realms has created many interesting manifestations. This opening that has occurred has left a feeling of "wide open" with an almost endless sense of continuous realities and higher realms.

As the "lid" or veil has been taken off, so to speak, it changes and creates many new experiences for us. Within a now higher-realm-way-of
-being with much less density and boundaries to cross, we are finding that we can go many places energetically that were difficult before.

And as many are new to these new energies and this now deeper and immediate connection with others in higher ways (telepathy, connecting at higher levels, and communication without words, etc.), we can easily find ourselves in the space of others even if simply through thought or intention and must now become mindful of a new way of operating and being in this rapidly unfolding New World.

For those with psychic ability, those of high sensitivities and those who connect easily with the higher realms, this way of being may be familiar and easy, but to others, this is quite new and teachers and guides will soon be needed to offer assistance for this New way of being.

Whenever much light is bombarded upon the planet and we are lifted up yet another notch, a period of darkness occurs shortly thereafter.

This is the pendulum effect, or, an attempt by "dark forces" (depending upon your interpretation) to grasp even more tightly and vehemently as their grip is being threatened, or the light going even more deeply within us to purge what is not of the light. All are the same, as anything not light-filled is simply not light-filled, and it would depend upon the vibrational level you choose to interpret things.

So then, how has it been manifesting? As fear. If you have been feeling an unexplained fear of late, it is simply another level of OUR ego selves within us getting ready to depart, as well as much of the ego centered old regime getting ready to depart.....all is the same, again, according to your chosen vibrational level of interpretation.

In addition, with this strange fear energy present, people can behave and react in strange ways and then THEY appear as darker or stranger, as what is within us all is readying for departure. This energy is activating what is left within us as it is moved to the surface. We are only seeing their ego selves and not their divine selves.

And yet more manifestations: With all this opening into the higher realms, as well as releasing much more of our ego selves, we are also connecting more and more to our divine selves or souls. This can create a big loss of identity and also a feeling of where am I? and that there is not much to hold onto, as so much is leaving and so rapidly now.

If you look in the mirror and do not know who you are or feel as if someone is talking and it is not you, you are not alone. You are simply strengthening your connection to your higher self. You may also not feel like doing a thing and not be able to concentrate as a sense of floating around aimlessly is a result of a much less dense environment.

But there are certainly upsides as well. In an instant now, we can shift gears and place ourselves in an incredibly good space of our choice. As we learn to navigate in these higher realms, we will find that our intention is much more powerful and immediate than ever before.

And miracles can abound as never before. The miracle reality will soon become commonplace as will taking classes for navigating in the higher realms in order to get a brand new type of driver's license!

Linear time is also becoming interesting. It is near impossible now to predict any tsunamis or earth changes as time is overlapping and occurring simultaneously. Things can change on a dime and any scenario is possible as reality is now becoming an obvious manifestation of our choosing.

We can now more than ever before create fresh and new from any moment forward as we also realize and begin experiencing the "all is an illusion" way of being. These are all ways of being in the higher realms, and many are in them now.

With the event of the "internal tsunami" and our arrival into these higher realms, much is being removed and can result in a feeling of emptiness. But this is only because there is so much coming to fill us up. All of our dreams, much more of our higher selves, and an incredibly new and exciting union with our soul groups.

April and May 2005 will bring so many exciting new changes, we will want to pinch ourselves. None of us is alone. We are in this together. We are ascending together to re-unite again as we are beginning to re-unite now.

So put on your seatbelts, get ready for many surprises, twist and turns in this now reality we are finding ourselves in, and prepare to have fun in any given moment!

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I have many times over the last 4 years wondered if I was losing my mind.  When I look at those I know who are living strictly 3D lives, seemingly unaffected by the changes I am experiencing, I wonder which of us is sane and which isn’t.  As the earth continues to separate into two different worlds, one being 3D and the other on the upward spiral to 5D, the idea of differing realities becomes very real to us. I look at my 3D companions and wonder how in the world they can continue to live their lives oblivious to the changes taking place around them. To say they are asleep is an understatement. And though this understanding helps my state of mind, it most definitely does not bring relief and comfort to my heart. I feel the separation acutely.

I hurt from the knowledge that we have less and less in common, less and less to say to one another.  We are drifting apart like two ships passing in the night and there is nothing that I am willing to do about it.  For to do something about it would be to either let go of my present path and return to a total 3D life that would leave me emotionally and spiritually dead, or try to convince them to awaken and begin the spiritual path so that we can have something in common that is of interest to us both—something that makes both our hearts sing. As you can see, neither is a worthwhile option. The first one hurts me and the second one hurts them and breaks the universal law of free will.

So they tell me I’m crazy and need to check into a mental hospital.  I console myself by telling myself that one day, when the things I believe begin to happen on a global scale, they will come around.  And until that time comes, I must let go of my desire to be accepted by them.

But sometimes they put forth some pretty convincing arguments, so convincing in fact that I find myself giving myself another good old-fashioned reality check.  I ask myself why I am doing this, why I am willing to hold on to nothing in order to attain a goal that I have no guarantee that I will reach, or that when and if I do, it will be all that I was told it would be. 

I run through the facts in my head that I have accumulated for just such an occasion. I remember that I was told that it would not always be easy—that the path is narrow, rocky and full of pitfalls.  But I also remember those days when I have just come through another lesson and feel that blissful state of peace, or the prosperity that suddenly arrives unannounced but oh so welcome, or the synchronicities that bring some new friend and companion to my doorstep. Just a few of those memories and I am once again able to see and feel that this path, this goal is worth it, and I pull myself together and continue on.

Memory Loss is another one of the challenges we face on the ascension path.  Though not caused by the choice to ascend, it nevertheless remains a great obstacle.  Our planet is ascending and as part of that process the planetary magnetic grid tends to wobble as the solar flares from the sun hit it.

Our memory is tied to this grid and with each wobble, our memory glitches.  These glitches can be large or small, but in either case they can create conflict between individuals. As the amount of memory glitching increases, the emotional imbalance this creates can wreak havoc in our relationships. 

I have come to the point where I am grateful if I can remember what happened yesterday.  I forget appointments, dates, numbers, agreements with my husband; it’s a real pain in the ass some days. Knowing it is part of planetary ascension is my one consolation.

On the positive side, as we continue to build the energy in our personal consciousness grids (our Light Body or Mer Ka Ba) through achieving higher and higher levels of multidimensionality, our memory will become less and less dependent on the planetary grid.

Known Pitfalls

To me the greatest pitfall of ascension and becoming multidimensional is the communication gap with those remaining asleep in 3D. I can look someone in the eye while talking to them and when it is time for them to respond it is as though they never heard me. I have often had the feeling of being invisible to others.  It’s like they don’t see me anymore.  I talk to them, but they don’t see me. Very disconcerting!  It triggers my feelings of rejection and abandonment. I guess this is good because it gives me the opportunity to clear this issue, but it hurts all the same.

The other aspect of this communication issue is that sometimes when I am in a conversation with someone, they don’t understand what I am saying.  This many times leads to arguments and hurt feelings. And it isn’t just with 3D people; it is also with those who are on the ascension path too.  Jonathan and I go through this a lot. Sometimes I am the one who is not able to make sense. My words don’t portray my thoughts.  They call come out in a jumble of disconcerted sentences.  Very frustrating!

With the planetary frequency rising and the resulting dimensional splitting, it makes it harder to communicate with anyone. Perhaps it is also contributing to the rise in crime and emotional/mental imbalance we are seeing all around us and on TV.

Another pitfall is wondering if you are being mind-controlled by the other dimensional beings who are assisting you or those who are your current 3D teachers on the ascension path. The thing is, most techniques and tools used in ascension can also be used to mind control.  What can free us can also enslave us.  Discernment is critical, but it can make you crazy if you don’t know how to use it. I have found that the way to know which reality is real, whether someone is attempting to mind control me, and what the true intentions are of any teacher, 3D or otherwise, is to ask my Soul to either confirm or deny the information and to tell me why. This tool is one of the Keys of Compassion and it has kept me sane throughout this process.

Emotional Stability

Pros

I have found that even though I am getting hit with issues almost on a daily basis right now, I am more emotionally stable than I was a year ago. I can thank the higher dimensional tools and understanding for that. Being able to look at the pain that pervades our world, feeling it and having the tools to keep from getting caught up in it so that I don't experience secondhand victimization, is a real blessing. 

Cons

Ascension takes a heavy toll on our emotions since it necessitates the purging and balancing of both upper and lower chakras. As we bring up fears to be integrated from past and present lives, we experience the often times sheer terror of those fears and this wreaks havoc on our emotions as well as our minds and bodies.  I have experienced living 24/7 with fears so great that I want to commit suicide just to escape their intense feelings.  They lock up my bowels and make my body hurt wherever the fears are stored. After living with a fear day after day, I find myself emotionally, mentally and physically fatigued until I can use the higher dimensional tools given to me, enough to understand the fear and integrate it.  Until my inner child has experienced that fear with me long enough to see that it will not be destroyed by it, she will not release that pain’s trigger point from my body. 

Sometimes I don’t get it soon enough or the fear is so intense and overwhelming that I go emotionally numb through depression.  Depression becomes a way to escape from the pain because it numbs me emotionally and physically.  It’s like hiding in the deepest recesses of a cave and going to sleep.  Obviously when this happens, it will take longer to integrate the fear and complete the lesson around the fear because I must be willing to eventually leave the cave to do so.

Vivid Dreams…which reality is real?  Vivid dreaming, though exciting can be a real emotional challenge because we sometimes experience dreams so real that we don’t know which reality is which. We sometimes have bleed through from our multidimensional selves in other realities and the emotions from this can be overwhelming and cause us to become caught up in that other world and unable to function in our own.

I find that the greatest value in walking the ascension path is being able to take control of your physical health and heal yourself. I know that my true and complete healing is in my hands. I know that all my dis-ease is rooted in my emotions and fears.  This is empowering and freeing in a sense because I know that I no longer have to depend on some doctor/god. It gives me a feeling of equality that has been missing in my life with medical doctors. I used to hold them in contempt because I felt they had something (the power to heal) that I didn’t. Now I see them in a different light. I will still go to them for broken bones and things that they can help me with that I do not have the expertise to treat for myself, but that is all.  And I now appreciate and value them as partners in my health instead of as gods who used to do it all for me.

Cons

Before I began this ascension path, my body was in pretty good shape.  You could say that I have been blessed with good health and a resilient and strong body. But since that choice was made, I have suffered from many things.  It is like my body fell apart once I decided to go for the goal of ascension.

And there are times when I am sorely tempted to go to someone else to heal me, but each time I have that desire, I remember that it will no longer work for me and will only prolong my pain and make my lessons harder.  When the pain of aching joints, muscles and migraine headaches get to me, I long for something to eradicate the pain.

When I chose to walk the ascension path, within that decision, unbeknownst to me at the time, was also the choice to take full responsibility for healing myself. It took me a long time and a lot of pain to realize that. Now I know that I can stop the pain when I finally have had enough and ask my soul to show me the way to release the pattern and the physical pain. 

I believe that this choice is also the reason why so many healers are no longer able to do the type of healing work that they used to do. Those healers involved seem to be experiencing headaches and illness after treating a patient. They are having to make changes in their work—changes that allow the patient to heal themselves after being taught by the healer how to do it. Healing techniques are no longer proprietary.  They are to be taught by healer-teachers to the patient so that the patient can heal themselves.  This, I understand, is the way it is done in the higher realms.  It is self-empowering.

Weight Loss/Weight Gain is another one of the challenges that face us during the ascension process.  To say that we will only gain or only loose it is a fallacy. I have found that once we make the choice to clear our emotional baggage and ascend, our Egos/inner children go into panic and begin to add weight to our bodies as protection again the fears that we have, and up to that point, been unable to integrate.  As a result, I have seen myself gain 5 to 10 lb. in less than a month and then loose that weight only weeks later.  I have also found that my dietary habits have absolutely nothing to do with my weight. It all depends on my emotional state, the lessons being brought forward and the fears up to be integrated. What I have found over the last 4 years of my ascension journey is that I will lose the weight once I integrate the fear, create new personal boundaries and agreements to protect my inner child and modify my behavior based on those new boundaries and agreements. I know for a fact that what I eat has nothing to do with it so I eat what I like and forget about dieting and restriction. Ascension is difficult enough without adding dieting to the equation.

Financial Stability

Pros

Finances improve once you reach the level of consciousness where you are at peace with allowing your Soul to provide for you and you have the knowing that you placed financial prosperity as one of your rewards on your Life Blueprint. You are also aware that you will be provided for until you reach that level of trust in yourself and all present issues of lack are just opportunities that enable you to see the many areas in which this fear about money impacts your life.  My husband and I have experienced many difficult and frightening periods of financial instability during this ascension process.  But now, that seems to have changed. The money is coming, not as plentiful as we would like, but at least it is what we need to pay the bills. We have finally reached the level where were are okay spending money at the beginning of the month knowing that the bills will get paid at the end of month.  We have learned to do what Wayne Dyer, the author of You’ll See It When You Believe It calls “living on purpose.”

There have been many times in the past, before I began the ascension process, that I did this very thing. I called it “winging it on faith”, but it was never done with the consciousness and knowingness that it would work.  That is the biggest difference as far as I am concerned.

I still don’t trust that the money will continue to flow because I know I still have levels of growth to attain in this area. 

Keep in mind, too, that the monetary system in place on this planet is based on fear. We are all in the process of integrating this fear and thereby changing the systems as we do so.

I know that my money issues are caused by my choice to block prosperity due to some deep-seated fear.  I am working on this and since the money is flowing, perhaps I have gained some ground.  Who knows?  Only time will tell.

Believing that “if it is spiritual it should be free” is another of the big pitfalls that plague not only those on the ascension path but also the spiritual community as a whole.  Only a few people that I have met have figured out that the above concept about money and spirituality is a scam perpetrated on the world by organized religion, e.g., “filthy rich.”  And as a result, those who were once financially empowered are now disempowered because they believe they must give away their work instead of charging the money that would enable them to keep going.  I have seen many good spiritual magazines, schools and other projects fail because of this philosophy.  It’s really sad.

The final big pitfall is one that I have had to struggle with more than once.  This pitfall is the idea that bankruptcy is wrong and should never be used. When I experienced my first bankruptcy at the age of 30, I thought I could never hold my head up in public again. I was ashamed and felt so guilty.  And even though my bankruptcy was due to a series of synchronicities that I could only call “bad luck” at the time, I still felt embarrassed and ashamed.

Like so many other, I was taught that if I went bankrupt, I would no not be able to financially recover afterwards. My financial future was doomed.  I believed that I would no longer be able to buy a car, a house, have a credit card or function in society anymore. This, I have discovered through experience is just not true. 

First, the taboo around bankruptcy was created by the government systems that want to keep you in their control through money.  The more you owe, the more they control you. Bankruptcy is the way out and they know it.  Therefore, they have taught you not to take that out.

Secondly, when I declared bankruptcy it wasn’t more that two months before I began receiving offers from credit card companies, car dealerships, and home financing companies. At first I was shocked.  I couldn’t believe what I was seeing!  After some investigation, I discovered that there is a whole industry developed just for bankruptcy because there are so many people declaring bankruptcy.

So if you are facing this financial situation, don’t sweat it. You will recover and probably faster than you think.  Do some investigation like I did. You will find it to be all a game of electronic numbers moving between banks. If your bankruptcy is due to circumstances like a business failure, extended illness or supporting your spiritual work, and not because you intentionally went out and charged up your cards for ego related items, you have nothing to feel bad about.

From a higher dimensional perspective, bankruptcy is a lesson in learning to let go of any ego attachments to financial status, and any associated image i.e., credit rating. Basing your self-worth on your credit rating is just as empty as basing it on your looks, the size of your home, where you live, or family breeding, etc. So let it go and get on with your life.  Many Lightworkers will go through the lesson of bankruptcy to clear away ego attachments like the ones mentioned above.  And for some of us, it may have to be more than once.

Relationships

Pros

Relationships become stronger, more peaceful and more emotionally satisfying due to the increased level of trust that is created by being able to be real and speak your truth.  After years of acquiring and losing friends, I have finally learned that I can actually have friends with whom I can cuss, fuss, fight and still be loved.  We have been through many confrontations and because we all use the higher dimensional tools, we are able to see the aspect of ourselves the other person in showing us and release one another from blame.  Once this occurs, we find we have reached a new level of trust and that is very satisfying.

Cons

Having relationships end because the other person is not aware of higher dimensional understanding and/or is not on the ascension path is heartbreaking. To me, the hardest relationships to lose are the ones with spiritual people who get caught up in blame and cannot see the mirror or are not willing to accept responsibility for their actions.  For some reason, I feel they should know better because they are spiritual, but that is not necessarily logical.

Spiritual Challenges

Spiritual challenges is a catchall for the things that I want to share, but don’t necessarily fit into the above categories. They are the challenges that many, if not all of us, have faced at one time or another on the ascension path.

Wanting to go too fast...

I recently met a client that reminded me of myself just a few short years ago. When I urged him to slow down and walk instead of running, he became very disappointed.  He didn’t see any reason or value in slowing down.  He wanted to recode his DNA and ascend as quickly as possible.

When I pointed out to him that his many physical problems (broken bones, deep cuts) as well as the extreme obstacles that he had experienced were signals that he needed to slow down, he just shook his head in disbelief.  But what I have come to see after many painful experiences is that our bodies can only go so fast due to their density and when we get out of step with the pace that supports them we suffer.  Broken bones, car accidents, hitting our legs on furniture, walking into walls, are obvious signals that we need to slow down, and take ascension one step at a time. Trying to go too fast will not get us there any faster.  We will still arrive exactly when we are supposed to arrive.

Many of those on the spiritual path feel that they have missions to complete in service to humanity. I have found from my own experience that not knowing what the mission is, or better yet, not realizing that I am already fulfilling it in part, is one of the greatest frustrations I have ever known.  It triggers my feelings of inadequacy and unworthiness, and makes me feel that I am not doing the job I came here to do.

Now I understand that there is a period of training that must be completed before we begin the actual work of our mission and this period cannot be hurried or shortened in any way. I have hit many walls in trying to do so.

The other thing that I have learned about our missions is that our wanting to know all the details of what we will be doing is detrimental to our success. When I first asked many years ago in a channeling session, my guide, informed me that all would be revealed in time. I, being the mental person that I was at the time, took that as his controlling me by withholding information.  We got into an argument as I accused him of this. His reply was, and I quote, “If I was to inform you of all that you will be doing, you would immediately say, ‘I can’t do that, I don’t know how,’ and get into fear about it. That, dearest one, would place an unnecessary block in your path that would take more time to remove. Now do you really want that?”  I got the point. 

So what I am saying here to all of you who are fretting over the fact that you don’t know what you are to do and fear that you may miss it when the time arrives because you don’t recognize it, you will not miss it.  When the training period is over, your work will be launched and the people, opportunities and the money will all be there to start it. It will be a flow.

Losing touch with spirit guides...

During the journey to ascension there will be many times that your guides will seem to disappear. In actuality they are still there, they are just standing back to see what you will do with the information and training you have already been given.  These periods of silence can be very disconcerting and lonely, but I assure you that your guides are still very close by. I find that these periods usually coincide with intense lessons and what I call “Dark Nights of the Soul.”

You may get angry with your guides because you feel they have abandoned you in your greatest time of need but they know that you not only arranged to be alone, you asked them not to step in.  All this was done before you were born. You wanted to see if you could stand on your own two feet and integrate the fears coming forward without assistance.  But remember, your Soul is still there to guide you. Your Soul is not bound by these prior arrangements so he/she will always be there to assist but not caretake (enable). Thus, self-empowerment becomes a lived reality.

Staying grounded...

This is one of the greatest challenges for many people on the spiritual path as well as the ascension path.  Staying grounded requires our participation in 3D and many of us have a great disdain for such things. I will assure you that without grounding in 3D, the things we need to accomplish our missions will not come to us, i.e., money, food, shelter, etc. This is one of the secrets of the ascension path.  We must learn how to create a balance between physically being in 3D while existing simultaneously in the other levels of multidimensionality.

Letting go of “out there”...

Hanging out on the astral plane, astral travelling and just downright existing in nirvana through prolonged meditation, while feeling extremely satisfying to us, is also a great detriment to our missions. As I mentioned before, we cannot complete what we came here to do if we are not heart-connected to the planet. If you are still allowing yourself to feel strong desires to be “out there” you will not be able to be fully “here.”  You will not be present and on purpose.

At some point, you have to make a choice.  Either choose to be here, complete your mission and enjoy the good things that 3D has to offer, or stay out there and continue to experience financial stress, difficult relationships, and all the other things that come with separation from your physical form and planet upon which you reside. You may also, of course, choose to abandon your mission and return home.  Whatever you choose, be conscious and responsible rather than being a victim of longingness and homesickness

So I’ll let you in on a little secret because I’m a big caretaker (can’t stop myself), if you chose to become heart-connected to Earth, you will find that you can have both. 

Getting from the mental into the emotional...

When I began this work, I was very mental. When my guides informed me of this, I thought they were off in the head. When I would go to them for meetings, I spent most of our session asking questions about earth, the universe, history, my past lives and a myriad of other things.  They indulged for a while but then stopped answering my questions. Instead, they wanted me to focus on my emotional clearing and becoming more heart centered and less head centered. Now, several years later, I understand why. Having all the facts and knowledge about the worlds around us is not as important as knowing and loving ourselves. 

I also found that if I did my internal work, reestablished the relationship with my Soul and Ego and improved my psychic abilities, I would then be able to find those answers about the worlds right within myself, thus freeing my guides to do more important work.

I hope this article provides some answers and a more realistic view of the ascension path.  I realize that it is rather long and involved.  Actually, it turned out to be more that I had intended it to be when I began writing. And, of course, as I mentioned in the beginning, these are my perspectives on the ascension path and are based on my 4 years of experiences, so you are free to disregard them if they don’t fit for you. 

Warmest Regards,
Jelaila Starr